When people go through my music on my phone they always say shit like “omggg how old are these songs”. I honestly haven’t deleted a song from my library since 2007 and Ill probably update my music once every 6 months and that’ll be like adding 2-3 songs.
Today while I was laying down, I literally went through every single song on my phone. Skipping a song after being played for a few seconds or letting some play the whole way through, and I’ve literally never felt more nostalgic in my life. Some songs would just take me back to specific time in my life and I’d just stare blankly at my screen while a bunch of memories, good and bad just play in my head.
If anything it’s made me more sad knowing there are some people ill never be as close with again and if I were to have fun now it would never compare with all the fun I had when I was younger.
I’m just left with this ugly depressed feeling now knowing that life has just gotten more boring with age and now I have all these responsibilities that I thought I would never care about.
I’ve always told people that I’ve never had any regrets in my life but my one regret is that I wish I had more fun when I was younger.